From your Freak Fans

I'm just your fans
Not a real one maybe
I dont have what the others fans has
I just have one album of ur group
And maybe should i say,

I have heart to love you
You're an idol but why?
Why am i looking at you as a normal man?
Is it a sin to feel this feeling?

I know i'll be crazy because of this
But who cares?
I'm already crazy over you from the first
I know this is IMPOSSIBLE

But, i love YOU
Not the ACTING YOU
So what should i do?
Tell me

Many persons can tell you their feeling
But why cant i?
In my mind i want to say it
I want to say all the thing i want to say

But, why i cant say it?
It burdened me a lot
But even if i said it
You wont know it right?

I wanted to say it so much
But my lips keep saying all the things that so..
Usual. Its not like me
But yeah i love you

Sorry i cant say i'm happy when you're happy
Geez, when you're smiling or laughing
I want to smile and laugh too! Dunno why
But if its because of other woman.. Why am i crying?

Maybe i already obsessed to you
But you can be all the reason i did something
It's crazy, but when i did that i feel that i have my life!
When you're sad, i cried, why is that?

Even if other people making fun of you
Why am i still love you?
Even if other people tease me until i cry because of you.
Why am i still love you?

But if something that you did
Really makes you happy
Eventhough i'll dieing because of that
Do it, i'm happy to see ur smile eventhough its hurt :)

This is me
The fool me
I'll always wait for you
김종현 SHINee :)