Me and my Dream

Me? I’m just an ordinary girl, don’t have any good attitude or something like that. All of my friends said that I’m a brave girl, but… I’m not. I can be brave because there’re my friends that I believe that they’ll be there for me when I cant guard myself. They said that I’m a risktaker, no I’m exactly not. I could easily cry because just of small things. I’m not strong enough to hide my tears or pretending that I’m okay. I’m a girl that really need a lot of attention. I like to write something or making my own story in my mind about my feeling on that time. I could easily cry when watching or seeing someone cry, or even when I remembered something sad, it’ll makes me sad and think about it all the time. I’m a coward, I’m scared of ghost, darkness, and being alone. I’ve always need someone to share. But not my parents dunno why. I like to play, and I’m not a serioustype of study. Well dunno why I don’t really like culture that I think not cool. I like music, I like to sing the song that I like. I like when someone sing something nice for me. And sometimes I want to be a Singer well I know its impossible. I’m not a good joke-girl. I hate liar but I dunno if I’m one of them. I’m trying to be pretty because errr well in my eyes, all boys look for a pretty girl, but well I just can hope to be one. I love a cool cloths but actually I like a girly cloths too, but well I’m a little boyish so I think I didn’t deserve to use a girly cloths. I hate to study and like to play lol. Well I don’t know what should I say. Sometimes I wish I’ll be a popular girl and be a spotlight. Well I’m confused. So what should I say more? Ha ha.

I have a dream, that dream, a dream that makes all people happy and no tears and sadness. Just joy and sweet moment around. And my dream, one and the most i-want-one is my prince come to me and propose me and marry me and lived with me happily ever after. My prince is the one that’ll love me, really love me. He’s the one that’ll sing and play for me a love song, he’s the one that’ll be for me, whenever I need him. He’s the one that’ll think about our future. He’s the one that’ll make me feel wonderful. He’s the one that I love to be with. He’s a handsome man, lovely man, naughty man, cool man, funny man. All of them in one person J.He’s smart, do sports perfectly, charming one, wonderful voice,  romantic one, full of surprises. He’ll love his family and mine too. He’ll do anything with a seriousness but wont be a moodkiller. He’ll understand me, in every condition and will wait for me or do anything for me. He’ll protect me from whatever, he’ll fight for me and wont think twice to do it. He’s stupid but I’ll love him always. Sometimes he can be a slowthinker but he’s very sensitive in my and others feeling. He’ll be very kind. But he’s stupid in doing something because he’s not a second thinker but it’ll bring a good effect for him and other.His smile is like an angel that came from above. His eyes is so deep like the ocean and can drown me from the reality. His arm will wrap me and protect me from cold, pain and all the things that he thinks will harm me. He’ll be there when the world seems like rejecting me. He’ll try to do anything for me.He’s the one that wipe my tears and he also the one that’ll make me smile for just thinking about him. And yeah its him, the Perfect boy. But… The perfect boy deserves a perfect girl.. and I’m exactly not her… it keeps bragging me over that truly boy, that I’m not the one that deserves someone like him… Yeah, I’m not her… L . That’s all just my dream. And dream wont be a reality.